So you have stilled your senses
and gone beyond your conscious mind into the subconscious. Now what is
happening inside your mind?
Everything. Visions, pictures,
memories, plans, anxieties. They are flooding your mind in a torrent. You
remember everything you did during the day and plan everything you will
tomorrow. Your regret auguring with your friend and losing your temper a your
mother. You worry about the children, or you wonder when you will get married,
and to whom. You picture the new car you wish you had. You plan what you are
going to eat as soon as you finish meditation, and you imagine, yourself eating
it. You write a letter in your mind. You make your shopping list for tomorrow.
You analyze your character and praise your own virtues, and analyze the people
you know and criticize their faults.
Then you start to wonder,
"What good is this meditation anyway? I'm supposed to get mental peace,
but I am thinking more than over before!" Your mind is rattling and churning,
and ideas are flying everywhere like popcom popping from the pot when the lid
is suddenly removed. The internal activity of the subconscious mind is usually
repressed by the intense activity of the conscious mind, which is outwardly
directed into the external world, (only people like artists, poets and
day-dreamers' are accustomed to giving their subconscious minds full rein). So when the conscious repression is suddenly
released, as in dreaming, the subconscious mind bursts into activity and there
you are, sitting there with your head clattering with images and thoughts.
This is why many people find it
difficult to perform certain types of meditation that seek merely to
"empty the mind" or to " think of nothings/" It is
impossible to think of nothing. The mind must always have some object. Even if
you think that you are thinking of nothing, you are actually thinking,
"Aha! I am finally thinking about nothing!"
Let us make an experiment: please
close your eyes for thirty seconds and think about anything you like, except a
RED COW.
You just couldn't help it, could
you? That big red cow kept coming back into your mind, whatever you tried to do
to get rid of it.
And if you tell your mind to
think about nothing, it will vengefully erupt in an avalanche of thoughts and
feelings.
There must be a better way. And
there is. It has been tried and tented for thousands of years - the most
efficient and practical process to pierce through the disturbances of th
subconscious mind and enter the blissful, super-conscious state. It is called
MANTRA - "that which liberated the mind."
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