Sometimes
a lesson has to be repeated for thousands of years, not because it was not
learned the first time but because new people arrive on the scene. The lesson I
am thinking of was Siddhartha's a prince on the Nepalese boarder of northern
India. He dropped everything and hit the road, becoming the original or at
least the most famous dharma bum. He traveled from seeking to master with his
begging bowl, he became impressively austere. Instead of a loving wife, a warm
bed, and feasts, he tried the opposite; solitude, sleeping by the wayside, and
subsisting on whatever scraps of food he could beg for.
It's
still an appealing choice, because we equate austerity with virtue. If the
stress of a chaotic world is too much, perhaps harmony lies along a different,
quieter, moral solitary road. But the moral of Siddhartha's tale led a
different way. Leaving home didn't bring enlightenment, nor did austerity,
poverty, starving his body, or trying to force his mind to be still. Instead,
Siddhartha became someone entirely transformed - the Buddha - when he hit upon
a new road, the one called "the pathless path".
The
pathless path isn't a straight line; it doesn't even lead from point A to point
B. The journey takes place entirely in consciousness. A mind overshadowed by
fears, hopes, memories, past traumas, and old conditioning finds a way to
become free. This sounds impossible at first. How the mind that is trapped and
old conditioning can finds a way to become free. This sounds impossible at first.
How can the mind that is trapped by pain also be the tool for freeing itself?
How can a noisy mind find silence? How can peace emerge from discord?
The
Buddha offered his answer, which is variant on an even more ancient answer from
the seers or rishis of Vedic Indian transcend the personal mind and find
universal mind. The personal mind is tied to the ego and the ego is forever swinging
from pleasure to pain and back again. But If you look at awareness when there I
s no pleasure or pain, when the mind is calm while simply existing, a
fascinating journey begins. You have made the first step on the pathless path.
This
is not to dismiss the other path, the one that takes you away from home into a
retreat, ashram, meditation centre, or holy place. They have their own
atmosphere; therefore, the mind can breathe a different kind of air, so to
speak an air of tranquility and peace. When you arrive at such a place, two
things usually happen. You soak up the peace, enjoying the contrast with your
busy life at home. At the same time you notice how loud your mind, is how much
chaos it has absorbed. So these holy places can only suggest what the pathless
path is about.
Kabir
sang of spiritual travelers: "There is nothing but water in the holy
pools/ I know I have been swimming in them. All the gods sculpted of wood or
ivory can't say a word. I know, I have been crying out to them. The sacred
books of the east are nothing but words. I looked through their covers one day
sideways: What Kabir talks of is only what he has lived through. If you have
not lived through something, it is not true."
These
lines don't deny the worth of spiritual journeying, but they tell us that there
is no substitute for first-hand experience. Where you go to find it is
irrelevant. The true seeker after truth discovers, sooner or later, that truth
was seeking him all along.
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